i had poetry ready to be put on paper, but then the living, breathing epitome of god walked into the room, and the words left me. so now i'm sitting her trying to remember what i was thinking.
right now i have a joss stone song stuck in my head... fell in love with a boy.
I fell in love with a boy
I fell in love once and almost completely
he's in love with the world
and sometimes these feelings can be so misleading
He turns and says "are you alright"
oh I must be fine coz my heart's still beating
come and kiss me by the riverside
Sarah says it's cool she dont consider it cheating
can't think of anything to do
my left brain knows all love is fleetin'
he's still looking for something new
I said it once before but it bears repeating
that song has been in my head for days, and i can't get it out. it's called 2 am by anna nalick.
2 AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake,
Can you help me unravel my latest mistake,
I don't love him, winter just wasn't my season
Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes
Like they have any right at all to criticize,
Hypocrites, you're all here for the very same reason
'Cause you can't jump the track,we're like cars on a cable
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button girl,
So cradle your head in your hands
And breathe, just breathe,
Woah breathe, just breathe
May he turn 21 on the base at Fort Bliss
Just a day, he sat down to the flask in his fist,
Ain't been sober, since maybe October of last year.
Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while,
But my God it's so beautiful when the boy smiles,
Wanna hold him, maybe I'll just sing about it.
Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table.
No one can find the rewind button boys,
So cradle your head in your hands,
And breathe, just breathe,
Woah breathe, just breathe
There's a light at each end of this tunnel, you shout
'Cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out
These mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again
If you only try turning around.
2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song
If I get it all down on paper, its no longer
Inside of me, threatening the life it belongs to
And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud
And I know that you'll use them, however you want to
Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button now
Sing it if you understand.
And breathe, just breathe
Woah breathe, just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe.
if you're cool and made it all the way through my blog, i'm not happy right now. i would be, but no. no one will give me the chance to be happy. and this little army guy came into the band hall to talk to us, and fort huachuca was mentioned, and it brought back so many memories, as did seeing the uniform. so i sat there in an uncomfortable silence, and i doubt no one noticed it. so now i'm sad, and i want to be happy, and no one knows how to make me happy. i so wish someone did. it would make things easier on us all. but no. everyone has to take the guys i want and make them their own, and then i'm left alone with no one. or else, some dumb whore treats the guy like shit, and then he swears off women because he doesn't want to get hurt. but that's okay.
for my final note:
girls are pure evil.
such a double standard, to be pure and evil at the same time.
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