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The Lady of Laredo

This photo was taken in a hospital after the patient was in an accident where he was responsible for a young woman's death.

It is said that when you receive this image and do not repost this, the woman will look for you during the night to collect your soul.

People in Laredo, Texas received this image and did not send it and were killed outside a bar; it looked as if this woman killed them. Send it to five people or the woman will look for you.




The Lady of Laredo
I got a comment about the lady of Laredo.
My friend told me to repost it
But I deleted it instead.
Now the lady of Laredo is knocking on my door.
She says she wants to talk
But Im sure she wants more.
The comment said she got killed
So Im sure that thats not her.
Some people believe in ghosts,
But I dont know if I concur.
Maybe I should reconsider, since the lady of Laredo is outside my front door.
I shouldnt have taken a chance like those people at the bar
Because Im certain that the lady of Laredo is knocking at my door.
She is smiling that wicked smile
And still carries reminders of the night
when the accident took her life.
I think I should have passed it on,
Now that the lady has pulled out a knife.

plumbers crack and a nice big fuck you to someone i know!!!

well, the plumber just left. he came in long enough to stick something in the toilet and tell my mother that there are TREE ROOTS growing in the toilet. while some of you might think this is weird, considering that we have a gigantic tree in the back yard and a moron that works with my mother usually fixing the plumbing, it is perfectly normal that there are tree roots growing in the plumbing systems.

i didn't get a good look at the plumber, but his wife was perfectly snotty, to say the least. she was tall, and had the shoulders of a fairly large man. kinda reminded me of someone i am related to. but whatever.

as for me being online right now, my dad finally relented and brought my computer back. i guess not having your calls answered for a week will do that to a man. lol. but now that i have my computer back, the damn thing is making all kinds of an awful racket. it sounds like someone let a jack hammer loose on the inside of it, and it is slowly tearing up any traces of what was once a hard drive.

okay, since i'm here, i might as well update those of you who don't go to school with me. i went back to panola tuesday. to some, that place is hell. to me, it is a sanctuary. my friends are there, and i actually like my classes this semester. and as for that rumor that i'm not in school, to those of you who started it, fuck off!!

well, i guess that is it for now. if anyone actually reads this, and wants to comment, feel free to.

also, check out http://www.myspace.com/billdawes. he has some of the funniest blogs i've read in a while. the titles seem to be sexually explicit, but i think you will enjoy reading what he has to say.

my response to jodi's blog entry!!

hey! i liked this blog entry. i have a journal entry similar to it that i was thinking about putting online last week. i'm glad we're such noble people. did you get that habitat for humanities thing from me? i think i have something like that in a blog entry of mine. i agree that you should do all of this stuff while you're still young enough to do it. so, i think we should go to a homeless shelter in like 2 weeks and give out sandwiches and blankets to homeless people. if you want to do this, don't worry about finding a shelter. i already have one that i use to volunteer at. all we need is a couple of big guys to go with us b/c i'm not going into that part of shreveport without a few big guys to make me feel secure. but lets go out into the world and do good and noble things for the good of everyone else. that would be awesome. we could do doctors without borders, and mercy ships. mercy ships is kinda like the peace corps, but it's strictly volunteer, and you get to go to places like africa and build schools and clinics, teach children, set up places for clean drinking water, work in the clinics, and other stuff, and i know a woman who goes out at least once a year to do the mercy ship thing. but whatever. we should be saintly people. and i agree with having children raised in the church. i don't want my kids to be wiccans, or masons. i want them to be good christian children. but my mom is catholic, so maybe i'll go back to her roots? it never hurts. but whatever. if you want, i'll go to the track with you, or else, we can do something else. but no more "going to the movies." next time you wanna get away, we need real plans. that way we don't look so lame driving around town. but whatever. i want a fire fighter....

http://www.mercyships.org. check that out.

future plans

Some of you who read my sister Jodi's blog will find that this is a familiar topic. Right now I'm thinking about my future goals and plans. I'm not so sure about college. It has never really been my thing. All along I've wanted to do something for the common good of the human species, so I've been thinking about joining either the Peace Corps for awhile, or spending a semester working with Mercy Ships. Either way, I'll be helping people. If that doesn't work out, I think I'd like to work with Habitat for Humanity, and help build houses, kinda like they do on Extreme Home Makeover. But anyways, those are my plans, laid out for the world to see.

For more information on the Peace Corps, go to www.peacecorps.gov. For more information on Mercy Ships, go to www.mercyships.org.

these words are my diary screaming out loud

Im trying my hardest right now to be happy, but lately it seems like everyone is lying to me. There are some things that Ive wanted to post on my blog for days now, and now that some things are finally out in the open, I guess it is as good a time as any to write this.

For the hard part my boyfriend cheated on me with my sister. Yes, it is true. And it sucks. Guys cannot be trusted for anything. So now Im trying to decide what I want to do with my life. And how to fix the mistakes that have been made before anything else gets out of hand.

Im also realizing that everyday more and more people get kicked off of my preferred list. Maybe its because I cannot trust people. Or maybe its because I just dont want idiots who are going to comment based on how they feel about me to comment.

There are few people that I feel worthy enough to hold my trust, and if you are reading this, you are more than likely one of them. The others that arent cool enough to have myspace know that deep down I trust them with my life, even if I wouldnt give up my own life for their own. What can I say? Im selfish about living. But on that same subject, there is one person I would lay my own life aside for. Hes not on myspace, but I hope that he knows that I would give up everything for him.

But whatever. Thats the end of my random blog post.

she eyes me like a pisces when i am weak...

i had poetry ready to be put on paper, but then the living, breathing epitome of god walked into the room, and the words left me. so now i'm sitting her trying to remember what i was thinking.

right now i have a joss stone song stuck in my head... fell in love with a boy.

I fell in love with a boy
I fell in love once and almost completely
he's in love with the world
and sometimes these feelings can be so misleading
He turns and says "are you alright"
oh I must be fine coz my heart's still beating
come and kiss me by the riverside
Sarah says it's cool she dont consider it cheating

can't think of anything to do
my left brain knows all love is fleetin'
he's still looking for something new
I said it once before but it bears repeating

that song has been in my head for days, and i can't get it out. it's called 2 am by anna nalick.

2 AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake,
Can you help me unravel my latest mistake,
I don't love him, winter just wasn't my season
Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes
Like they have any right at all to criticize,
Hypocrites, you're all here for the very same reason

'Cause you can't jump the track,we're like cars on a cable
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button girl,
So cradle your head in your hands
And breathe, just breathe,
Woah breathe, just breathe

May he turn 21 on the base at Fort Bliss
Just a day, he sat down to the flask in his fist,
Ain't been sober, since maybe October of last year.
Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while,
But my God it's so beautiful when the boy smiles,
Wanna hold him, maybe I'll just sing about it.

Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table.
No one can find the rewind button boys,
So cradle your head in your hands,
And breathe, just breathe,
Woah breathe, just breathe

There's a light at each end of this tunnel, you shout
'Cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out
These mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again
If you only try turning around.

2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song
If I get it all down on paper, its no longer
Inside of me, threatening the life it belongs to
And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud
And I know that you'll use them, however you want to

Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button now
Sing it if you understand.
And breathe, just breathe
Woah breathe, just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe.

if you're cool and made it all the way through my blog, i'm not happy right now. i would be, but no. no one will give me the chance to be happy. and this little army guy came into the band hall to talk to us, and fort huachuca was mentioned, and it brought back so many memories, as did seeing the uniform. so i sat there in an uncomfortable silence, and i doubt no one noticed it. so now i'm sad, and i want to be happy, and no one knows how to make me happy. i so wish someone did. it would make things easier on us all. but no. everyone has to take the guys i want and make them their own, and then i'm left alone with no one. or else, some dumb whore treats the guy like shit, and then he swears off women because he doesn't want to get hurt. but that's okay.

for my final note:

girls are pure evil.

such a double standard, to be pure and evil at the same time.